-Thursday, March 20, 2008Y
Having a match against the most strongest team tomorrow for my team, and yet wat state am i right now? carrying the sorrow and extreme frustration which seems to cant breakthru from it at all!!! haiz.....why am i always experiencing this kind of failure, problem or tormenting??? why the same old bloody shit problem keep coming back to me again and again, non- stop???!! i am really sick and tired of suffering from it for lots of years!!!!! i have enuff!!!!! i really hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate it to the core!!!!!!!!!! despite of shouldering this destestable tormenting, i still have to lead my team to our crucial match tomorrow, i am so afraid tat i cant focus myself, cant exercise my usual or best coaching ability....haiz....i dun wan to face the tormenting anymore!!!!!! i wana breakthru from it!!!! please!!!!!!!!! help me!!!! :((((
vincent....u must be a professional caoch!!! show ur professionalism!!! dun let those troubles affecting u by pulling u down!!! please be focus!!!!!!!! okay???? jia you!!!!
12:20 AM,Y
Por Vicente