-Saturday, June 21, 2008Y
Everything occured too suddenly........
Not only me, you people too, did not wish really for the particular turn-out during the time, but i jus cant simply prevent it from happening......
Yes....Past hurts, past bad experiences jus kept flashing back in my mind during the moment, yes we disagreed with one another views.
BUT AT THE SAME TIME : 1.) A wake up call by God destroyed the "cant be bothered" attitude in me towards one of my important personal issue. It urge really strongly to be deal with it immediately by the grace of God.
2.) A mirror was created by God to let me see how ugly is the main big flaw in me, which was left undealt for the
whole of my entire life until THIS VERY DAY.Now, i really believed tat a big part of the yoke of the main flaw was really smashed, not totally (as it needs some time) but a big amount of it.
Humans are not perfect, ALL OF US, regardless of our frens around us, our parents, they have their own weaknessess too, BUT the best solution for it is to
accept, encourage and help one another with the love of God.Jus wana thank God for for giving me the calmness during the moment, I could jus control myself emotionally and my strong fustration with ease....If God is not part of my life, the whole situation would be unpleasant.
" IN your anger, do not sin" as wat the WORD says.
Really really really really wana appreciate the care and concern and the friendship love by u 3 people, u should know who u people are.****Mei, i am sorry tat God had used one moment in your special day to deal with me personally. This might be abiT cruel or unfair to u but i jus cant avoid it, i am sorry..............................
In the first place, i feel really ashamed to face u 3 people, but God is good, His grace had summoned up the courage inside me and His wisdom to enlighten me.
Yes i admitted tat i have my wrongs too, i hope we can let go of wat had happened,
forgiveness is the key!!! Now, i am really willing to walk down the road of friendship together with u 3 people, without any shame and disgrace inside me!!! because u people had already offer the hand in the first place :) Again i say, lets serve one another, fellowship with one another and be a united soldiers who fight for God, AMen?
Jus like the good example of how Epaphroditus and the fellow workers live their lives for God in Phillipians............
Wana thank "Auntie C. or Da jie" alot for talking and sharing things with me when i am very down during the time, you seems like an Angel who is send by God to help me when i am in need :D :D :D :D
And one person too, (u should know who u are), haha.....even u cant really think of those wise solution to help me cos u are still very young, BUT BUT BUT please.....your presence had already do a big part by being there for me, comforting me and accompany and listening to me.
This is wat
TRUE FRENS for, even though the particular person is not mature enuff to give u good advices, BUT BUT BUT the REAL GENUINE CARING ATTITUDE AS A FREN IS ALREADY SUFFICIENT ENUFF!!!!! :D
I had learnt alot of things this days, yes, its i should say its painful, but this is the goodness of God.
10:09 PM,Y
Por Vicente
