-Saturday, July 12, 2008Y
These recent days are not a kind of easy ride for me emotionally. I repeat it again, the emotional feeling of pain was excruciating.
The feeling of being unappreciated by people around me, despite of expressing my genuine attitude of friendliness and encouragement as a real friend.......One can say that true love is being expressed WITHOUT asking anything back, BUT BUT BUT....It was really HURTING indeed, when people did not show any effort to bother about e true goodness u had shown to them.
Yes the person did know exactly how i feel, BUT TO MY SURPRISE, HE OR SHE did not even care to show a single move of response at all, simply to say he or she did not even bother about how hurt i am.....I WAS NOT BEING SELFISH HERE........
IN THE ANGLE OF TRUTH AND RIGHTEOUSNESS, WHO IS IN THE WRONG????
(by e way, i am not the one who is in meng choo most recent blog entry, nothing to do with it, haha.....)
People venting the anger and scolding me extremely unreasonably.........................
ALL THE WHILE IN MY LIFE, I REALLY CANT STAND PEOPLE WHO ARE UNREASONABLE AND DID NOT HAVE ANY RIGHTEOUS SENSE OVERALL IN THEIR PERSONALITY.
Negative Doubts developing on certain people around me, it seems to be true but i cant conclude it now.
My mum was being set up and wrongly accused by her evil colleagues for some legal offences committed in her workplace.
YES......all these people really go much beyond my nerves..........
I was being offended strongly now, its like a king cobra rising its upper body hood and get ready to strike with its deadly venom.
Yes, the THOUGHTS of tendancy on getting all my pay-backs in those evil ways are strong, BUT.......................................................................
*****THANK GOD, HIS COMFORT birth forth beneath me.....Somehow, i jus have the ability to make a point and tell God that i decided to leave everything up to Him.
My heart is weeping when the moment i confess willingly to Him in terms of forgiving all those who have cause the emotional pain on me....................friends u should try this, u will feel total relief when every anger, every bitterness are being released to God..........................
God is fair, i did remembered all the justice He fought for me thru out my life......................
Retribution and revenge is not up to me, "nothing is hidden from His eye" says the Lord.
I will leave everything up to God....as He is the only one who can fight the justice for me......
"Do not take revenge my friend....It is all up to God to take revenge and He will repay" (Romans 12:19)
"The curse of God is in the house of the unright, the wicked, but He blesses the home of the upright, the righteous one" - Proverbs 3:33
How fair and loving is my Daddy, He controls everything ultimately in His hands............
But in me, forgiveness is still the main key, amen..............................
11:38 PM,Y
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