-Friday, December 26, 2008Y
Xmas was over(so did my bdae) and the year of 2008 too....I will do my year end review at the next blog entry, obviously i had grown older by a year.
Sadly to say, my christmas season started with a sad occasion and a moment which required mourning, my best fren HL's dad passed away.....I received the news from my best fren very early in the morning...I was really sad to hear that, by e way i prayed everyday for his dad, but everything is in vain now...haiz...no point blaming God...I could really sense the feeling deep down inside the mental emotion of my fren, he is the closest son to his dad and lived with him for soo many years, then seeing him struggling with cancer in the hospital for nearly half a year and defeated under the hand of the evil deadly sickness, haiz...it really torments my heart when i felt the pain suffered by my fren....In the other hand, i know every single members personally in HL's family and i am quite close to them too. His dad then was a very very friendly and easy-going, whenever i went to HL's house, i could remember those warmth moments that i chatted with his dad and listening to his personal experiences which he shared with me in his life.
Certainly, I visited the funeral wake of HL's dad for the past few days til the day when the cremation of the body took place. I make my point to be there for HL..He is my best buddy after all, we share the same interests, same passion and same topic in lives, and we surely enjoyed each other presence whenever we meet. By e way he was the very 1st one to know the news of me getting attached....soo u can judge the level of friendship between me and him.
OK, so i spent the day of Christmas and my birthday with my family, frens and of cos my very own love one...Cut the cake with my family on the actual day of my bdae and on the dot of 12am. Then proceeded to Church upon the invitation by Xiao tong, great svc and really wana thank Xiao tong's cell group for celebrating my bdae! Even though i do not really intend to intergrate fully into their cg, but they are still so loving by celebrating my bdae! Thank God for knowing them!!! Then me and my love one proceeded to kim guo house for christmas gathering, what else could we do at his house beside playing mahjong? haha...Then 2 of us again went town to have our dinner before catching a movie. We risk ourselves for missing the last train, but Thank God TAT we catched the last train on time.
Mi carino, really wana thank u for spending the time with me for the whole day of 25th, ur present and calling me @ 12am jus to sing bdae song for me!!! Love ya....
Besides that, i really want to sincerely thank all of you for the bdae wishes, the cards and presents!! Thanks alot for all the wishes on my wall of facebook, friendster as well....Muchas Gracias!!
Yes of cos, after receiving and looking upon all these wishes, it really reflects how true and genuine of a particular fren in terms of how he or she regards the friendship together with me.
To be straigh-forward, i did felt very very disappointed and angry with a few of my good frens forgetting my bdae
....By e way I am NOT being proud or an attention seeker or someone who is calculative and has a very narrow inner capacity !!! The main reason behind is because i really cherish every single relationship with the people around me! I always tell myself not to reject and give as much attention to anyone who is around me becuase i understand how it feels when one is being rejected by the people around him or her!!! I love to be sincere and i really detests those who are unreal and not genuine at all!!!
Anyway i really forgive all those people who let me down....there's no point for me to keep clinging on those disappointment in my life, happiness is my key overall!!!
11:19 PM,Y
Por Vicente
